Each Night Before I Sleep

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Beside my bed

Legs up,

My feet like fish

I watch.

 

Massage the space

Between my toes;

Miniature moves

End day with care.

 

In my head

I hear myself,

‘I’m on your side'

Hard skin on my heels I embrace.

 

Then hands hold calves

Of diamond shape, 

And muscles melt

In cupping palm.

 

I move to knees

I rock eyes soft,

A ball of bones

I fit so well.

 

Roll up

Legs long,

Head drops

Hands down

 

Bones droop

And tendons speak.

Breath replies

And gravity gets it.

 

My belly gargles

A happy sound?

Internal brook

Autonomous body,

 

I vow to hear

To follow 

Not push

Myself to the back of the queue,

 

Of who to please

When courage lacks

And I feel lost

A disconnect,

 

From sacred

Secret world

Inside this skin

I’m on my side.

 

And thus

Right now,

I respect

It’s time to sleep.